ajaggedlittlepill asked: Matty I miss you ): But I hope you are doing well. I hope they aren't being too terrible to you and I hope you are making friends. I'm hoping by the time you get out of there I'll have enough saved up to visit. My entire family asks about you. They send their best wishes and hope everything is alright. We've even talked about what would happen if you lived here. We just miss you. I love you kid <3
JOCEY YOU ARE THE SWEETEST THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I’VE BEEN ON AWH<3
in mandatory rehab for next 4-6 months idk if i’ll be able to get on here at all
oh and been in detox in hospital for last 2 weeks
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this has taught me to appreciate my mere freedom cuz it’s like I don’t even have that anymore
I’m jealous of all of you who are able to live your lives and make your choices
i fucking can’t anymore
it’s like i’m imprisoned or s/t
I feel like a psychopath or s/t
I can’t even go outside. I’m just stuck inside this hospital without any of my stuff for weeks because these people don’t think I’m safe to myself.
They have those rules like no sharp objects etc etc like this is so intense lol
I just want to get the fuck out of here I’m like fucking crazy ajsbjksad
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Anonymous asked: Where were you? :o I was worried something happened to you. :c
lol I’m hospitalized… i spent a literal 48 hours in a small room with no light, a stretcher, and absolutely nothing else. I was under constant observation and there was security guarding the door. If I needed to use the washroom, I had to be escorted and couldn’t even pee in privacy.
The psychiatrists or s/t determind I’m unsafe to myself or some bullshit and now I’ve been transported to another hospital and they’ve now put me on form 3. so google that and you’ll see what that means. I’ll barely get on here ever though, I’m lucky I’m on right now.
I can’t even go outside for cigarettes, and they even took all my things including my clothes….
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